I've been pretty busy doing things - and stressing out about being busy doing things.
I feel like there is so much I HAVE to do, then so much I WANT to do. Back at home I was used to (mind you, I was not completely content) with just doing work all day everyday with Shams or whoever. Here I find myself falling between a friend saying "hey Rayna lets go out!" and my head saying "GRE! TESTS! PAPERS! PRACS! VET PREP!...etc."
I definitely enjoy going out here. Flinders/the Strand are pretty cool no matter day or night - anything suits your mood. I suppose I'm just having trouble getting out there and balancing my workload (mostly my emotional load).
Get out and meet more people/chill with my current friends, or plan and be practical for my future by doing work? I'm sort of bummed that I won't be going to vet school right out of college. I want to get it over with. I want to start my life already, which I feel like will happen once I can reach my goal of being a vet and having that someone special in my life. I guess I just have trouble living in the now. Which is better: working your butt off now for something you really want badly later? Or enjoying now and dealing with whatever comes your way/as a result of current actions?
On another note:
This weekend I'm supposed to be getting open water certified - but theres a cyclone heading this way. I have to hand in my prac a bit early in case we get stuck on Orpheus Island (where we're diving).
Me and 2 friends made a path between St Pauls and Rotary - we showed the boys tonight.. but they weren't as excited as we had hoped. Its still pretty sweet: steps and all.
Been jogging everyday for a short while in the morning.
Oh - going to do some searching for a flight for lecture break - Brisbaaaaaaaaaane!
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